Solstice blessings...

Blessings from Mama Bali everyone.  When I started writing this I was feeling high as a kite with these new energies but it seems yesterday struck me down and got me good.  This amplification seems to have a habit of throwing a few curved balls - all in the name of releasing the old so we can be as clear as possible to receive the new energies available to us in rapid fire abundance right now.  

I have to admit I have not been in such a regular meditation practice lately as every minute feels like Divine Presence (well when I tune myself in which used to take much longer and require meditation) but I have sat a few times this week and the gifts and experiences have been truly mind blowing.  The veils are very thin right now (and getting thinner) and your team are waiting to talk to you whenever you are ready to receive them.  As for what you want / need and they are ready to assist.  All this said, being in this HUman experience most of us are not immune to the feelings of being in the funk as we transmute old energies and have a few wobbles.  It's in these moments that I often forget to ask for help from my team and go deeper into the mounding (which is possibly required) but I still find it interesting to see how quickly we can forget our divinity when the going gets tough.  Quite ironic really?! 

Anyway... on to where we are at right now.  I have been finding everything so amplified in Bali, the energy vortex that it is, so at home with the light and shadow.  I even experienced a big earthquake the other day and have felt myself tuned into the movements of Gaia (plus the major events on the planet - like Orlando and a few other big things on a personal level), my instincts are on high alert in a "BE PREPARED" kind of a way, still remaining anchored but acknowledging that instincts will come in handy in these coming times.  We have done much work to move out of living from our reptillian brain - I remember this was the first real place of clearing for me as my medulla (at the base of my head) used to get so hot when I meditated 10-12 years ago - but it is not without its purpose.  As a Red Overtone Serpent in the Galactic Mayan wisdom I am deep in the underworld of primal survival but also connected to the stars so it is no surprise I still feel these impulses.

We have moved through many a portal gateway - I feel like they are all I talk about these days - calling us into greater embodiment of our Divine Presence or our Christed Self.  The New Moon in Gemini and Grand Cross called us deeper into the mystery and asked us to live in alignment with our essence even if that means letting go of the path we "think" we need to be on to find the new direction... and with Neptune in retrograde expect more letting go and deeper surrender (YES EVEN MORE).  I had the pleasure of hosting Jo Muir the Soul Visionary on my Sisters of the Moon Circle call and she took us through an activation for divine love and light, tuning into the frequencies of Hadar.  You can listen here if you are interested and feel like a journey back into your heart.   

And now the Solstice and Full Blue Moon combo is upon us!  This gateway is open on June 20 / 21 and the surrounding days and huge light-codes are incoming, a paradigm shift is truly at hand (but if you are reading this you already know that)!  The Solstice translates as ‘stand still’ of the Sun and occurs when the sun’s zenith is at its furthest point from the equator.  Down in the Southern Hemisphere we are experiencing the Winter Solstice (shortest day of the year) and in the North the Summer Solstice, calling in the light.  It is during these gateway times that the veils are even thinner, we have more access to light codes, DNA upgrades, our multidimensional selves thus making it a potent time for ceremony.

I have created a virtual Solstice Activation Ceremony for us all on Mon June 20 / Tues June 21 depending on where you are in the world.  SIGN UP HERE to either be there or receive the frequency via the recording.  I am nervous as I will be doing this from my home town of Perth where I have done the least of my "work" but I seem to have been called back to be there at this time.  Interesting... I'll leave that there!  

The more we can come together as a Collective in these times the faster our activation and ascension process will be as, let's say, we all pull each other up.  Even if we are not uniting in the physical our Higher Selves are doing great unification work although it is even better if we can make a conscious decision to do to help create stability in these times of increased light frequency.  Our bodies and our planet are experiencing these high levels for the first time so the more we can do to ground and stabilise the better this is for pushing us forward in even faster acceleration.  There are many gatekeepers across the globe holding the portals open for all of our benefit but it is up to us to tune in and got through our own assimilation process.  I'm going to give you some tips below to help. 

When we hear about concepts like the the Higher Self, the Soul, Oversoul, Christos Avatar, and Rishi Self - these are our multidimensional levels of self and these frequencies are giving us greater access to the tools required to mend / reactivate our damaged DNA, remove any old programming or unhelpful information and access our Divine Presence whilst living in a physical body in HUman form on Gaia.  This is who we are and this is why we came here! And if you are reading this you are playing a huge part in this process in your own individual way!  When we access these other levels of self we are able to tune into the Collective  / HUman Heart Grid for the acceleration of healing, clearing, empowerment, and our embodiment of Unity Consciousness.  Now is the time for cultivating PEACE!  Please step up and play your role! 

How to do all of this... / my tips for Solstice preparation:
 

1. Give yourself space to be in stillness and attune to your higher wisdom
2. Spend time in nature and away from EMFs
3. Plug yourself deeply into the heart of Mother Gaia before you connect out to the grid     
4. Rest when you need to rest and honour your body in the way that it needs, with clean water, clean food and maybe it is even a time for a mini cleanse if that feels right for you
5. Move these energies through your body with dance, yoga, shaking, whatever feels right in the moment.  Some of us may experience these energies as rising anxiety - if this happens ground it down, move the energy through, ask your team to assist you in this process and do nit be afraid.  Energy moves for me in this way and it used to terrify me but I promise it is nothing to fear.  
6. When you meditate / tune in ask to work with your multi dimensional selves, ask to tune into the Collective / HUman Heart Grid, ask for guidance and communication.  The veils are thin now and this is all readily available to you. 
7. Tune into the frequency of Divine LOVE.
8. Be in the space of wonder and amazement and JOY.  This is a time to be celebrated on our planet rather than feared. This is the greatest show on earth and we have the best seats in the house.  The more we can relax in be in playfulness, ease and fun the more effortless this will be for us. You team is cheering you on in full support!!!    
9. ENJOY THE RIDE! This is why we came here! 

Now is the time for UNITY CONSCIOUSNESS and to let go of our dualistic way of being.  We are making a huge quantum leap... and it feels exciting and scary as hell.  Stay grounded, stay in divine trust and in full backing and support of those around you. If you start seeing energy - DO NOT FEAR.  If you start hearing your guides more clearly - ASK THEM FOR CLEAR COMMUNICATION.  If you start speaking light language - LET IT FLOW.  I am seeing all of these occurrences with my clients, we are all waking up in our own unique ways and it is up to us to stay in flexibility through these processes.  Try and exchange the fear with wonder and amazement and all will be just fine.

And I hope to see you for SOLSTICE ACTIVATION on Monday or Tuesday depending where you are.  SIGN UP HERE

I am always here supporting you... along with your energetic team and the magic baby in my belly that is kicking me to remind me to mention him / her! 

Aho - blessed be - I love you xx

My weekly yoni massage

I have something exciting I would like to share with you

A juicy new part of my weekly routine

I warn that this may trigger some of you as goodness knows we are all still riding through much deep conditioning around sexuality and  self pleasure... but I promise you this is an excellent way to heal that wounding 

My new weekly self healing session is a yoni massage.  

What is a yoni massage you might ask?  This is a deep honouring of our most precious female part... our sacred temple and portal to the infinite, our caldron of alchemy.  

And in case you missed the memo, our yoni is our vagina.

I did my first "self practice / freestyle" yoni massage early last year (I think) after reading book called Wild Feminine.  I have always felt that my yoni was not quite as happy as she could be perhaps due to some feelings of shame around sexuality and a lot of dishonouring behaviour in my 20's where I confused sex for love (but had a lot of wild fun in the process).  

You see, our yonis hold old tension and trauma from this lifetime and beyond, and just like the tense muscles in our shoulders, in order to have efficient blood flow we must nourish the tissue back to full health and vibrancy.  When the energy is not flowing and the tissue does not feel ripe and healthy we can tend to lose sensation as the nerve endings are\ deactivated and this can lead to decreased feeling and pleasure during love making and even pain, not to mention a whole range of other symptoms like painful periods, tricky child birth and over all pelvic disharmony.  

This stored trauma can come from all manner of places and it does not need to be as harrowing as abuse or rape, it can be as subtle as holding emotion around an experience, or when we are entered without our full permission (as often happens as women as it takes us so much longer to "get ready" than men), or maybe even the guilt and shame of the collective that has caused us to tense up ad block the flow of vital life force energy that is designed to run through us.       

Let's do an experiment - if you touch your shoulders right now how do they feel?  For me my computer tension makes my muscles hard and almost devoid of sensation unless I press really deeply and then it is a dull ache yearning for release. 

I find my yoni to be the same... when I did my first free style pelvic bowl exploration (or internal examination) I was curious to find that one wall of my yoni had way less sensation that the other and there were some distinct areas of deep pain.  When I navigated the new terrain of my inner temple I encountered waves of emotion, sometime sadness, sometimes anger and sometimes guilt.  It was deep, intense and oh so incredible.  I'm not sure my first attempts were that skill-full but the feeling of reconnecting with such a potent and forgotten part of myself was were I found the real medicine.

I also have to add that the goal of a yoni massage is not specifically pleasure, although you may feel some good sensations as you discover yourself.  For my it is more about honouring, reconnecting and feeling the energy start to flow again.  To acknowledge the areas of pain, stored emotion and wounding and to send my awareness and breath to these places for deeper release. 

The more I connect to my yoni the more I hear her speak to me.  I have dedicated my last two years of practice to activating my womb (and now I have a baby inside) but acknowledge that I have yet again neglected to acknowledge my beautiful yoni.  In a practice at a juicy Yoniverse workshop I attended the other day (hosted by the divine goddesses Bonnie Bliss and Elise Savaresse) we tuned into our yonis and asked her to speak to us, to call on her to speak in her own voice to share how she is feeling.  

My yoni said something like this... 

I am neglected

I am overlooked

I am so potent and powerful

I am ready to awakened and to show you what you are capable of     

I have always felt like I am operating at about 10% particularly in the realm of sacred sexuality and running vital life force energy.  When I tune into Source and to the Earth and Stars I feel ALIVE but there has always been some sort of disconnection from my sexual nature.  Almost as if I start to awaken her it might be like Pandora's Box and things could get really crazy (look out world)!

This is why I am walking this path of self discovery and awakening... to see what else there is.  And between us I know it is BIG!  

There are so many benefits to awakening and healing our yonis.  Not only will we start to experience pleasure and possibly become multi orgasmic (although I have to say this is not specifically the goal) but we will start to feel this sense of fullness and aliveness in all of our being.  This is truly living the beauty way...! 

There are so many other articles I could write to share more in depth (and I'm sure I will as I discover more about my self) but for now I am going to tell you a little about my new weekly yoni massage date.  

My weekly yoni massage date... 

On the suggestion of my guide Bonnie Bliss I have set a date in my calendar for a weekly self honouring practice.  This time is to be non negotiable, just like a meeting or yoga class as it is such an important part of my self healing, particularly in preparation for birthing my baby in September. 

I'm going to share another time about a more in depth look at how to give yourself a yoni massage (or perhaps I will call on a guest blog from a trained professional - like Bonnie & Elise) but here is a rough idea of what I do.

I set my sacred space and ensure I will not be disturbed for 30-45 minutes and begin my getting myself warmed up perhaps with some light self massage on other parts of my body (not quite my yoni) paying particular attention to my breasts and thighs and other sensitive and sensual areas.  I notice my breath and allow it to be full and deep already tuning into the energy that I am starting to activate just with my loving touch.

When it feels time to reach my yoni I begin by cupping my yoni and starting to tune into this sacred space.  When she feels ready for me I explore the exterior in a gentle way (perhaps using oil if that feels right for you), noticing every part and feeling into areas of tension and decreased sensation.  I don't get to caught up in my clitoris (although we know that feels great) as remember this is not a goal driven exercise (so we are not trying to have an orgasm as tempting as it may be).       

You may want to stop at the exterior if this is enough for you... but for me, the tension found inside is the most fascinating.  I pause to ask my yoni is she is ready to be entered and when the time is right I begin in internal journey either using my fingers or one of Rosie Rees rose quartz wands (I received one as an engagement gift - so good!).  There are many techniques that can be employed to explore the inner terrain (and I will leave them for a deeper dive) but, in short, it is nice to try and feel around everywhere creating your own navigational system of 'mapping' as Bonnie calls it.  Sometimes I uncover deep emotion and I need to cry or even laugh or sound to help move this old stuff from my being.  This is a process of deep shifting and each practice is very different.   

When I feel complete I take some time to cup my yoni feeling and recognising her power and sending her deep love and gratitude.  I finish by showering myself with some reiki or moving this newly charged energy all around my body and allow myself time in savasana with one hand on my belly and the other on my heart.

And then I make tea... and do whatever else I need to feel honoured and adored. 

I have to say this is the most beautiful practice I have tried to date and I am really feeling the power in the self honouring.  Although I am yet to book a session with a Yoni Massage practitioner to receive a massage by a third party.. I'm not sure if I am quite ready for that yet but I am certainly on my way. For now I love the experience of reclaiming my own womanhood and becoming the pioneer of my own private land.

It really is very exciting!

If you try it please tell me how you feel... I am always keen to know more!

Love xx      

Is time really speeding up?

I have been very intrigued about the concept of time on our planet so I asked my dear Mama to channel me a message from my guides... Here it is:

Sarah-Jane: What is happening to time on our planet - is it really speeding up? Or is it actually not as it seems...? I have heard that it is not linear as we think it is and we all living all of our lives in this present moment... can you please expand on this.

Channelled Reply:  Such a perfect question from one who is operating in many frequencies at the one time! Of course you are correct. Time is not now, nor was it ever, linear. Time is a construct you human beings have put on your reality in order to bring some sense to your vibrations, in order to combine with others who are operating in the enclosure of your planet’s electro-magnetic and gravitational frequency fields. 

If everyone were to ignore all limits to time it would create many difficulties in aligning in the physical density. However, we do encourage all who are adventurous to experiment with going outside this construct, with breaking the rules. With delving deeply into the infinitely resonating universe and just allowing themselves to ‘spend some time’ in other time-space realities. It is invigorating. It is what happens to many people when they use substances that trick their brains into sidestepping their inbuilt constraints.

We see that you would like to also know if the time construct itself is speeding up. With Gaia moving into a completely new relationship with other planets and star systems in your Universe, of course this has affected the frequencies that are being experienced. Some people can realign with the new and oftentimes ‘faster’ frequencies with ease, however many people are reacting and clinging on to old paradigms. This is a subject for another discussion. We prefer not to use the description speeding up as that can bring fear. That can bring alarm. That can really shake up those who are not fast adapters!

With daily meditation and practices of grounding the changes will hardly be noticed by many. They are so infinitesimal that even the most advanced scientific instruments are yet to record the trend. ‘Sensitives’ and those involved in esoteric studies will be more open to calling this new phase a speeding up but those who are not able to detect any difference should simply be supported in where they are on the path that all are on, in their own way: the path of expansion towards a higher consciousness.

Again with the querent, we caution against her desire to know what all of her soul’s aspects are doing at any point in time. This is not always beneficial. The message from almost all of your masters who have walked on earth is to focus on your present now moment, not to drift off into wondering what your other ‘now moments’ may be doing, or may be experiencing. Not to even be tempted to glimpse the mechanisms of how other aspects of not just your own soul, your higher self, is frequently merging with your present incarnation in the physical, but how aspects of others from your soul group, your wider spiritual group, your overlying collective consciousness, is also at times merging and emerging from your own aspect. You would truly be an ascended master if you could expand your own consciousness to experience this at this time!

We encourage your experimentation, we encourage your expansion, we encourage your joy in revelling in the changes, in the speeding up of not just your time frequency but the frequency of so many other qualities of life on your planet! 

Be quiet and still. Know that all that is being done in the time construct that you have made for your human collective is right, is enough, is not too much, is perfect.

If you would like a channelled message you can ask my Mum - Sandy Tatham.