Shifting times

Many of of you have been reaching out to me for answers about why life feels so intense and CRAZY right now so I feel to write to you from what I feel.  As you well know I am no astrologer, scientist or expert… I just report on my guidance and intuition (with a little help from my divine conduit – my Mumma Sandy – who helps me when I do not feel so clear).  So I urge you to read my words and feel into what they say.  Leave what does not resonate and take on why feels true.  This is your own movie of life after all and I am but a mere character in your story.

We are but a week away from a major date in the history of our planet.  September 23 (the Equinox) has seen us pass through the Blood Moons and other timely astro events and we find ourselves on the precipice of full activation and ascension.  Our planet is moving into a new part of the solar system and everything feels different and perhaps also looks different depending on how you assimilate information.  There are major gamma rays of light coming at us, flooding our field and changing the world as we know it forever.  In the past when this happened (although never in our lifetime for 1000s of years) we have experienced major leaps in evolution.  Let’s just say we are awakening to the gifts that have lain dormant for all too long as we have been stuck in ignorance, separated from the wisdom and remembrance of who we truly are.   Many of us have already caught glimpses of the magic and wisdom that resides within.  The indigo children who are here and being born are connected to so much of it and this is why they are not fearful at all in this time as they know the bounty that is coming… but for the rest of us… we have to fasten our seat belts as this road to awakening may be a little (or a lot) bumpy!!!

I quote a recent channeling from my guides:

These weeks, on our earth plane are intense ones of adjustment, of acceptance (or not) of the new energies which are being spread far and wide on our planet. Your very air, your very earth, your very densely compacted energy system is being penetrated with the strongest yet safest frequencies that we can send to you in order to bring a larger proportion of life to a higher frequency at one time. 

Many have been talking of major events around this time… some very catastrophic for the planet.  There has been suggestions of a major cleanse that could see us reduce significantly in population.

I have to admit I do sometimes read these theories… of asteroids hitting our planet and total destruction and would generally not engage with them as I truly believe that we are being assisted and supported by our galactic brothers and sisters and that the more we can raise the vibration on our planet that no harm can come… However, having just been through the horrific valley fire in North California, received the news of the earthquake in Chile and really experienced first hand the power of Mother Nature I feel that more of this is yet to come.  The energy is big is it’s far from over yet.

Before you panic I want to remind you that we all signed up to this and that whatever happens is exactly as it should be.  I like to think of myself before I was in this body making deals on what sort of life I needed to have to learn and to work through old karma.. and as souls, this is a totally radical and exciting time to be on this planet.  In fact I like to think that there was a waiting list to be alive at this time – these are red hot tickets to the greatest show on earth!

so with all this in mind… please step forward through this time with confidence that the future is oh so bright – regardless of what happens on the physical plane – and that on some level we are all rejoicing to be present to such an incredible experience.  Remembering that we all signed up for this mission and that it is all unfolding perfectly in line with our divine plan or dharma.

If we are faced with with big earth events and you are caught in the middle (like I was in the fire – surrounded by flames, completely trapped and genuinely concerned for my life in that moment) it is important however to always keep in mind that there may be actual physical danger, so do not be so light-hearted as to fully trust that your higher feelings of “trusting All” are more insightful that your own primal instincts. After all we are in a physical experience and the experience is very real. You must always take care of your own vehicle, your own temple, your own combination of physical systems [bodies] which allow you to enjoy and to participate in your experience on the earth plane.

There is also a chance that not all of us are ready to step forward into this new reality and accept these new frequencies, igniting our grid system and, as a result, there may be some souls whose physical bodies do not survive this process of upliftment.  Please rest easy in the knowledge that there is no grief on their part as this is all part of their process, but please give yourself space to process a cleanse, igniting and firing of the earth that may mean that a portion of life is swept from our earth plane and up into the plane of light.

If you feel fear and sadness … I ask you to place one hand on your heart and the other on your belly and tune into what you need to do.  Tune into your guidance and open yourself to the frequencies coming our way.

Know that you are surrounded with love, with care, with the vibrational frequency which will best allow you to be discerning, to be attuned to any dangers, to be attracted to those places and people who will uplift you and keep you safe.

In the words of my higher guides… please know that your own energetic team is there for you.  An myself, my mother and beloved husband (we are a small team in this ascension process – I should tell you more about this soon) are with you.

We stand beside you, within you, at all times.

Know this and be safe.

Know this and be loved.

Know this and be uplifted.

SJ xx

The sacred significance of 8.8.8 Lionsgate

It’s no surprise that my beloved and I decided to wed this Saturday August 8, 2015.  The date itself came to us somewhat by chance… but in these times of divine magnetism, heightened awareness and messages from above I know that our higher selves chose this date for us due to it’s energetic significance (even though on face value it may have simply seemed like a nice day for a wedding).

This Saturday is the 8.8.8 Lionsgate dear ones.. .and a major portal day in our galactic year. 

and we feel so blessed to be bringing our nearest and dearest together to unite in ceremony, raise the frequency and open ourselves to the energies on this powerful day…  and what better place to spend it than in the Merlin country of North Wales?

The Lionsgate falls after the end of the planetary new year (July 26) and is the historical moment when the constellation of Leo aligns with the Pyramid complex at Giza. It is a time of new cycles, of clearing and according to one of my sources it celebrates the moment when the Blue Star Sirius rises in the morning sky at the same time and in nearby location to our Sun. It is the time when Earth has Two visible “suns” in the sky. The one sun is Golden, and the other is Blue in Frequency. This conjunction of Stars celebrates the long connection between Earth, and its Sun, and the Star System of Sirius.

In ancient Egyptian / post Atlantean times the rising of Sirius also marked the time that the Nile rose and flooded the plains of Egypt nourishing the crops and creating new life and signifying the return of Abundance and Blessings to the land.

Sirius is a star system that is dear to my heart and an energy that I tune into regularly .. as this is the energy ofChrist Consciousness.  The energy of Divine Love and Compassion.  The Sirians manifested on the Earth plane as teachers coming to assist humanity to remember who we are… and these star teachers include Isis (my favourite Goddess energy) and Osiris and I feel them working through / with us now as we start to remember that we too are part of these star systems… in fact, in our multidimensional avatar selves we are existing in many of these star systems and dimensions all at once ( please note - this will only become palatable if you can wrap your head around the fact that time is non linear – WOAH… is this too much from me on a Wednesday?… perhaps I will explain this another time in more detail).   Other Sirian Avatars include Jesua (Jesus) and Mary Magdelene, together embodying the Divine Masculine and Feminine… and I get so excited when I feel this powerful  energy shining through in the union of many of my friends and their Twin Flames.  Although some believe that there can only be one manifestation of the energy of Jesus / Mary at a time I personally feel their energies coming through each of us – myself and Joe included – and it makes me smile in my heart… oh what a time to be walking this path!

From July 26 a powerful Vortex opens that allows the Christ Consciousness codes to flood the Earth grids.  For some this may seem intense… a time to face EVERYTHING and let it go… to wipe the old program clean to make way for the new ones.  I have faced this big time in organising a wedding and having lots of people travel across the world to see me.  I find this very confronting as, despite my outward appearance I don’t really like being in the spotlight.

And it is the energy of Lion that is important here too – hence the Lionsgate.  The Lion is the Frequency Keeper of Africa and also represents Spiritual Power, and Yeshua/Jesus was known as the “Lion of Judah”, as the representative of the Sirian avatar line on Earth.

It is no surprise that Cecil the Lion has become centre stage at this time as, as he effectively allowed himself to become a martyr (somewhat like Jesus) to teach the world love and compassion.  His story flooded the internet and created a ripple effect, getting people to rise up and feel!  Cecil the Lion sacrificed his life to bring the awareness of the Spirit that lives on within each of us infinity.

So… back to our wedding and the Lionsgate.

From July 26 to August 12 the portal is open and the new Codes and Information are ours to receive, creating the template for our year ahead. The climax is on Saturday August 8 – our wedding – so this is the time to be PRESENT… feel… open… ask to receive… and ground the energy into the heart of Mother Gaia.

even if you don’t really know what all of this means, simply by reading this message from me you are opening your awareness to something so much bigger.  You higher self gets it… as does your Avatar Consciousness so just be with the information and allow it to integrate as it feels to.

I must add that our families – the Permans & the Crossleys – don’t really know about this (aside from my Mumma who is obviously tuning into all of it as the channel she is)… and it is unlikely that we will ask the Vicar to announce it as part of his wedding sermon, however it is enough for us to bring a big group of people together, on sacred land to witness the union of twin flames… like Jesua and Maryto bring in Chris Consciousness and anchor it into our hearts for the healing and ascension of our Earth.

Let me know if you have any questions as I have many resources to share… however I’m sure you already know that the best resource for you lies within.

Love & Lionsgate blessings…

 

why your anxiety could be more than it seems

Back when I was 21 my life as I new it fell apart. 

I was a long was from home on holiday in Mallorca and all of a sudden my world started moving very fast, I felt the energy rushing up, up and UP through my being and this made me panic. 

I thought I was going crazy. 

My mind was racing, messages were coming through and I was so damn AFRAID! 

I had no idea what was going on… My boyfriend (hmmm… I use that term loosely) of the time announced to me that I was having a panic attack.  

A panic attack?  I had never heard of this illness…  

yet suddenly I was in it… deep in the depths of it. Wrestling with the FEAR & ANXIETY! 

He wanted to go out with friends so left me at a friend’s apartment for me to calm down.  

But I didn’t… 

I tried everything… reading, a bath, trying to breathe… and all I could think was WOAH… if this is what my life is like now I don’t want to do it.  

This may sound melodramatic but I even stood on a balcony (we were on the 5th floor) and looked down and thought… in this moment I could jump.  If this is what it will take to stop the voices in my head and the mania I WILL DO IT!

Thankfully I didn’t quite get there so fast… I somehow managed to call the boyfriend and he realised that I was in a bad way and came home to be with me. 

This was a harrowing time for me. 

After this trip the boyfriend dumped me, I flew back to the UK and my parents kindly flew me home as I was really unwell.  Then I was housebound for a few months, unable to cope with this heightened reality of mine.

 And so began my next 5 years of living in the land of intense energy that I did not know how to manage.

Notice I said intense energy rather than anxiety… 

You see… I had a revelation when I was in Hampi, India earlier this year with 30 Russian High priestesses doing dakini transmissions in the temples.  Our guides Maya Mandala and Mounir were turning the frequency up HIGH… people were vomiting, purging out of all ends, and passing out all over the place… and after having my own purge… I felt it… 

I felt that same feeling that I had when I was 21… the rush of energy… of kundalini that flooded through my system like a volcanic eruption… and I thought… HOLY SHIT… I’m about to go crazy again! 

In this moment I realised that what I had been experiencing for those 5 years was not so much panic attacks (although the panic response was real) but kundalini energy rising in my body.  Rising so fast that I didn’t know how to process it.   

You see, when we plug ourselves into the electrical socket of Source the energy needs to a clear channel to flow through and it also needs to ground.  

When I first started to experience this energy in my early 20’s I had no knowledge of how to ground it… it knocked me off my feet, totally threw my life into chaos and changed me forever.  I wanted to run from it… to hide from it.  I turned to drugs and alcohol… I took antidepressants to keep it at bay because I simply wasn’t quite ready for the medicine it would bring me.  

This was such a HUGE revelation for me … one of the biggest of my life and I really urge all of us who are afflicted by anxiety & mental health issues to ask yourself if there is a deeper source of your suffering.

Although I wasn’t ready experience the full surge of the energy when it came when I was 21 (and in the moment was ready to leave this body as it was simply TOO MUCH) I now feel and work with it’s power and it truly is my biggest asset.

 The trick for me is the grounding techniques and the work to open myself as a channel. 

In the healing of our Earth, this channel needs to be formed between the outer realms and the crystalline core of the earth and for many of us it is our role to act as conduits for this energy.  See my article onGrounding in Meditation for some tips

This is part of my process.

and I hope this helps you too.

 If you suffer from these symptoms and need support please reach out… I am here for you always.